It was yesterday actually around 7pm in the evening...my hubby arrived at home with a new car. He looked so excited but bashful.... hehe poor him..I was excited too, I went outside and take a look. New Saga FLX, color Silver... It is not a luxury car BUT It is just nice, beautiful, comfort at suited to us. That is more important. At least we have our own transport here in Sabah... .ALHAMDULILLAH... 'terima kasih ya Allah'.
My hubby took me and my little son Iman, as an officially the first person to ride the car. YeaaaaahhH!! In the mid-way suddenly my hubby looked at the front windscreen. ??? It was empty ?? Then he said, " Oh my God! I forgot to stick the roadtax"...Huh! And then I suggested to him " Ok let stop and stick the roadtax first". But my hubby's answered "The roadtax was left at home"...hhmmmm thanks Hubby... hahaha..then we just went back home...
Thursday, 1 December 2011
Wednesday, 23 November 2011
A pocket full of sorrow
It's been a wierd since last week, our community been shocked about this sad news. Yesterday, complete one week the departed of him...
15th November 2011 (around 6am)
It is still early in the morning, I'm still sleeping (according to mummy), when someone knocking on the front door. Mummy was holding Ar-Rayyan (age-6days:second son of my little sister Ika) in her arms immediately opened the door to see who is coming. Oh., it is Uncle Mali (he work at the same department with dady). "where is bodidi?" he asking for daddy. "He still in the bathroom, taking shower. why?" mummy replied. "Tell him, Ben is dead this morning" uncle Mali informed. Mummy was shocking and confused, she asked again for sure. "Which Ben?". "Who else ben that we know very much? It is our Ben" uncle mali answered. Mummy still blur. "your not kidding me right?" she said. "Tell bodidi about this and go get yourself ready" uncle mali said and just leaved. Mummy was really shocked and yet starting to cried out loud. She gave Ar-Rayyan to my sist. Ika. She cry and shout to my dad."Hurry up!!! finish your shower faster! Mali said Ben was gone!". Daddy was speachless. He seemed not to believe. Just yesterday he met him at the office, he just looked fine and nothing unusual. Mummy and daddy rushed to Mr Ben house.
same date(around 1pm)
I am still not knowing the news about this morning. I went to the town with my son, Iman. We looked for my sist Ika at mummy's boutique shop. It closed. I called my cousin Melda and ask if they are at her place. And yes they are there. I took a bus and went to Melda's place. Suddenly Ika tell me about it. My reaction: Blur, shocked and speechless. I remembered that only a few days before they celebrated the wedding Party of Mr Ben Daughter at Rasa Ria Hotel, Tanjung Aru. "How?" i asked Ika. " I am not sure but mummy said He was attacked by Fatal Asthma" Ika explained."Oh My God!" I am really sad. I think of daddy at the first place. How is he? How he manage to handle this situation? daddy is the closest worker to him. He is daddy's Boss. Everyday in the working days daddy is with him all day, except, when he had a meeting. I feel sad to dady. Mr Ben is just not a Boss in Daddy's department, but he is the great friend to every worker and every person that know him. He is very kind and generous. He is the heart of his family. He show loved for everybody.
17th November 2011
The funeral of Late Mr. Benihin. I am not attending. I wanted to but mummy said its better that i just stay and look for my son. It is not very good for the small kid to attend the funeral . I know that the event was full of sorrow. I am still thinking about daddy, I am still feel sad for him. I look dady's face is mournful. I didnt see daddy cry. But i know deep down in his heart he is really really sad.
20th November 2011
I used daddy's car and went to the town to buy some groceries. Automatically, the cd will be played accordingly with daddy's setting. Recently play, the chinese song from Teresa Teng. What on earth that he listened to chinese song i said in my heart. After reached at home I heard the same music daddy's played. A siries songs from Teresa Teng. I ask mummy, what mood daddy's in until he listened to Teresa Teng. Mummy said the cd is belong to Late Mr Benihin. At the office their packing and distribute some stuff belong to him. And daddy took the Cd and the picture in the frame of the Late Mr Ben. I feel sorry for daddy. He feel losing. When i listen to this song I feel the memorable of the Great person like daddy's Boss. The unexpected incident. But one thing that i know for sure, we are all only the servant of Allah...we can plan everything but Allah is the Greatest and Allah determines everything...
15th November 2011 (around 6am)
It is still early in the morning, I'm still sleeping (according to mummy), when someone knocking on the front door. Mummy was holding Ar-Rayyan (age-6days:second son of my little sister Ika) in her arms immediately opened the door to see who is coming. Oh., it is Uncle Mali (he work at the same department with dady). "where is bodidi?" he asking for daddy. "He still in the bathroom, taking shower. why?" mummy replied. "Tell him, Ben is dead this morning" uncle Mali informed. Mummy was shocking and confused, she asked again for sure. "Which Ben?". "Who else ben that we know very much? It is our Ben" uncle mali answered. Mummy still blur. "your not kidding me right?" she said. "Tell bodidi about this and go get yourself ready" uncle mali said and just leaved. Mummy was really shocked and yet starting to cried out loud. She gave Ar-Rayyan to my sist. Ika. She cry and shout to my dad."Hurry up!!! finish your shower faster! Mali said Ben was gone!". Daddy was speachless. He seemed not to believe. Just yesterday he met him at the office, he just looked fine and nothing unusual. Mummy and daddy rushed to Mr Ben house.
same date(around 1pm)
I am still not knowing the news about this morning. I went to the town with my son, Iman. We looked for my sist Ika at mummy's boutique shop. It closed. I called my cousin Melda and ask if they are at her place. And yes they are there. I took a bus and went to Melda's place. Suddenly Ika tell me about it. My reaction: Blur, shocked and speechless. I remembered that only a few days before they celebrated the wedding Party of Mr Ben Daughter at Rasa Ria Hotel, Tanjung Aru. "How?" i asked Ika. " I am not sure but mummy said He was attacked by Fatal Asthma" Ika explained."Oh My God!" I am really sad. I think of daddy at the first place. How is he? How he manage to handle this situation? daddy is the closest worker to him. He is daddy's Boss. Everyday in the working days daddy is with him all day, except, when he had a meeting. I feel sad to dady. Mr Ben is just not a Boss in Daddy's department, but he is the great friend to every worker and every person that know him. He is very kind and generous. He is the heart of his family. He show loved for everybody.
17th November 2011
The funeral of Late Mr. Benihin. I am not attending. I wanted to but mummy said its better that i just stay and look for my son. It is not very good for the small kid to attend the funeral . I know that the event was full of sorrow. I am still thinking about daddy, I am still feel sad for him. I look dady's face is mournful. I didnt see daddy cry. But i know deep down in his heart he is really really sad.
20th November 2011
I used daddy's car and went to the town to buy some groceries. Automatically, the cd will be played accordingly with daddy's setting. Recently play, the chinese song from Teresa Teng. What on earth that he listened to chinese song i said in my heart. After reached at home I heard the same music daddy's played. A siries songs from Teresa Teng. I ask mummy, what mood daddy's in until he listened to Teresa Teng. Mummy said the cd is belong to Late Mr Benihin. At the office their packing and distribute some stuff belong to him. And daddy took the Cd and the picture in the frame of the Late Mr Ben. I feel sorry for daddy. He feel losing. When i listen to this song I feel the memorable of the Great person like daddy's Boss. The unexpected incident. But one thing that i know for sure, we are all only the servant of Allah...we can plan everything but Allah is the Greatest and Allah determines everything...
Condolence to his Family and Friends,
Those we love don't go away, They walk beside us every day, Unseen, unheard, but always near, Still loved, still missed and very dear.
Tuesday, 25 October 2011
I'd spent days reading for others blogs, to day I'd found mylilttle sister's blog. Funny is, i knew she had one before but that is created for her ONLINE business, and yet, i dont know she write too. (until today) :)..
Good Job sista! I know that "missing hometown" encourage you to express what inside your mind. For me, living here, in my own Negeri Di Bawah Bayu and surrounding with famillies is a Great experience, but far beneath the surface I miss there, I miss my friends. (FYI: I never stay here in a prolonged period since 13 years old. It is because I went to boarding school/matriculation/university, afterwards worked in KL until 2010).
Good Job sista! I know that "missing hometown" encourage you to express what inside your mind. For me, living here, in my own Negeri Di Bawah Bayu and surrounding with famillies is a Great experience, but far beneath the surface I miss there, I miss my friends. (FYI: I never stay here in a prolonged period since 13 years old. It is because I went to boarding school/matriculation/university, afterwards worked in KL until 2010).
Tuesday, 22 March 2011
Asthma
Thank God, now i have recovered from sickness. Back to work as usual after 2 days mc. This illness really killing me! I've encoutered sleep disorder because my chest tightening, my lung wheezing all night, plus flu and coughing. What is the best cure for asthma? i have been suffering this illness since childhood. The elderly said, when somebody is asthmatic from kid the illness will dissappear when he/she grown up. Is it true? But mine still in, not as often as before, the attack is somewhat once for 2/3months. My worries is, i have a baby in 1year 9months and still breastfeed. Could it be contagious?
Wednesday, 16 March 2011
why i am here!
love to read
why i start to blog? actually i'm not good in writing, my passion is not in writing. I write when i think something that i want to say cant be speak out. Usually i will write under certain time when myself surrounded by culminating emotion, doesn't matter it is Sad feeling, Happy feeling or Angry.
But here, i like to read people's blog. They write about everything, everyone, did i say everything? I can choose what i like to read. So many of them, variable blogs and variety topics. Topics that contain interest similarity give me excitement and amusement. All of them is good in sharing things. Fun!
why i start to blog? actually i'm not good in writing, my passion is not in writing. I write when i think something that i want to say cant be speak out. Usually i will write under certain time when myself surrounded by culminating emotion, doesn't matter it is Sad feeling, Happy feeling or Angry.
But here, i like to read people's blog. They write about everything, everyone, did i say everything? I can choose what i like to read. So many of them, variable blogs and variety topics. Topics that contain interest similarity give me excitement and amusement. All of them is good in sharing things. Fun!
Friday, 11 March 2011
Sunday, 20 February 2011
Mi Familia
8 august 2008, i'm a wife of my hubby! we start our journey as a life partner, together! just us! together! just ours! 16 jun 2009, my baby completed our life. starting to live with wonderfull! colorfull! meaningfull!! life.
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